A.F.

im at a lost for words
but im forcing myself to type
alphabets and letters combine
to remind myself how to write

i can handle this
even though i feel lost
i can handle this
even though i feel overwhelmed

the biggest difference to me
between age 25 and 26
now i try to pull my mind out of dark holes
i seek different ways to finish one puzzle

nothing is for certain
and truth is subjective
i feel numb. i feel like crap.
But. Perhaps that’s an alternative fact.