Made It

I made it
and find myself alone
how did i get this far
but so behind in love
i thought i had what i needed
to achieve
to push myself beyond limits
boundaries i had enclosed myself within
yet crickets from my family
silence from my friends
indifference from my girl
lonliness from my heart

if i were a wolf i would howl
to the moon, if Chicago wasnt so cloudy
is this a sign that my days here are up
“we can just go on like this
or say the word and we’ll call it quits”

my head on the pillow
my nose stuffy, from what i dont know
i cant feel sad because ive been numb
so long, so long, and long

tears roll down but they dont mean a thing
eyes puffy from allergies or emotions?
i beg to differ, some nights it just doesnt matter
when your time is up you will know
when the time is now you will know
when the time is ripe you will feel
when the time is right, you will…

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